Filed under: life.
So I got the job I wanted and I am moving into and will be living in a new place by the 14th. This is a chance for me to grow up, to be independant in a different way. I really hope all goes to plan, I’m quite excited when I actually think about it, I’m scared to. I didn’t realise there would be so much to do, to plan, to organise, but its exciting and different and I need this.
Filed under: general.
I make lists. I have too many lists. Important lists, mostly unimportant lists. Lists rule my life. I love lists.
Filed under: life.
Late at night Cold rock hangs with Carley. Dirty lemon/honey lollipops to help me sleep at night. Gossip Girl. Headaches so bad my head might explode. Being given back old cds that in some strange way “meant alot”. Blank faces. Dirty hands. Memories being brought up – Memories been taken away. Beauty therapy. Retail therapy. Hot nights with fan on high. Cold nights with fan on high. Wanting too, but can’t. Wondering. Wandering. Maybe even wanting.
Filed under: life.
I wish I knew the answers to every question I’ve ever had.
Filed under: general.
Trying to be a nice person. Trying to be a nice person. Trying to be a nice person. Ok, I give up. I’ll have to lock myself away to stop completely, yet I will find a way. I didn’t exactly “lock” myself away today, but I had a long day, stuck in bed sick, watching seasons of favourite shows, and I still found the time to be mean, and even though it may not have happened yet, and although it might not be that bad, she will be upset, I don’t want or need anything, I don’t know why I do it.
Filed under: general.
I hate how people say “I told God all my sins and he forgave me”. What the fuck does that mean? I hate people.
Filed under: general.
Apparently I am not a “sharer” or one who likes to share, I think that’s a kinda cute quality.
Filed under: friends.
I am waiting for Carley. We just went and saw “Inglorious Basterds” and I loved it. Once again Quentin has not let me down. Now I feel like I should get all my movies out and have a Tarrintino night. But thats not going to happen, cause Carley will be picking me up soon and we are going to arrange something totally crazy (hopefully) Then we will come back here, talk about how brilliantly smart we are, and crash out.
